take me or leave me

the most crucial decision that i have to choose.. by having a relationship with someone that i love makes me happy because u mean world to me.. but in the space of a month..i can feel the relationship begun to fall down.. already surpassed our benchmark last month which mean that we could be much better than before.. i don't know how to make this relationship blossomed again.. nevertheless.. both of us still gasping for air, searching for happiness..but towards the end of this semester, things change really fast..  in might be like this.. u can take me or leave me.. what ever happened to us...

 i always love U

jom gi clubbing!!

Clubbing meh?? shut the fuck up..im not to desperate for seeking happiness by going to pub or nightclub..Y?? because that is not my life..wtf if someone told u that clubbing will make u a better person.. bullshit..oi.. xda bnda ya mok d bangga ku eh.. malu gik ada ak.. mun mok pg, pg jak lah..boh cta pasal kehebatan kau pg clubbing..pasya MABOK!! bangga mdh drik kau ya mnum aek jin nk mahal2.. wat the fuck la..pegi mati gik bgs.. daripada ku melayan cta kau ya, bgs ku dok bilit jak.. molah asgmnt.. apa?? mok terasa ka?? skati kau la mok terasa ka x.. cta sal mabok2 tok.. ya bnda yang paling pantang ku dga org cta psl bnda ya.. ish.. simpan2 jak cta ya ngn kwn2 kau nak minum ya.. sorry k..ku x lyn sapa2 org nak olahan kdak ya..ingga ku nga eh.. x ksah la kwn bait ku mpun..mun ku dah x suka nenga.. mls ku lyn.. 

Its been 5 months i left my blogger decaying.. damn i dunno how to write any story since i put my attention to assignments, lab reports, meetings, training and etc.. this semester i spend my time with my sarawakians friends.. such a wonderful feelings when i can communicated with them using our own dialect.. every night i use my leisure times to hang out with sarawakians.. from dancing competitions, conflicts, love story, overnight, and etc.. sometimes they put me down..but i know, once u're sarawakian, u always be one of them.. hope next semester i can gather lot of sarawakians and bring them to GLORY!!..  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzjIBlcZQ6s

Baby stay away from my friends,
'cause I need them to carry me.
When it's over I'll count back from ten,
and you can listen to something that you've never heard before.

But you don't know what it's like
to wake up in the middle of the night,
scaring the thought of kissing razors.
This blood evacuation is telling me to cave in.
Stay away.
Oh no.
Just stay away from my friends.

Growing My Hair

same old story but i like to grow my hair again.. now, i already layered my hair by myself.. and the result was...... heheehehe.. perverted!!! ahaahhahahahaa... for this semester, i also not dye my hair to black again because i dun have much time to go to saloon n $$$ issue..:P typical Ipta's student.. nah2.. i planned not to cut my hair until next semester.. it will be bad ass right?? :3..  

My Youtube Channel :3

later this month , i created my own Youtube Channel that specifically use to sharing all my music instrument activities ( Guitar ) during 14 months i learned to play a guitar.. yet i'm still in the learning process so any provocation from the viewers will motivate me, so i can improve my guitar skills.. for the time being, i'll not uploading any new videos due to exams..mybe when i flown back to kuching, i'll make another good guitar covers because presently i used a crack / horrible acoustic guitar.. so the sound quality was not good enough.. back to kuching, i will strum my lovely electric guitar and my new acoustic guitar.. hopefully u guys enjoy my videos and keep subscribing my channel.. Tq

  http://www.youtube.com/user/rules1989shiffer?feature=mhee

December??

Hye!! its been a long stern of time im not posting something on my blog.. well, im quite busy with my studies, farm management , faculty's program and etc.. Whoaaaa.. all those thing restricting my time to keep blogging and i do active in FB n Twitter..but being publish something ' tragic / more sensitive issues, i rather choose my blog as a media to spread out those thing..  :3 yet, december is the final month for 2011 calendar... last year i spend my time in kuching, but now the new semester calendar force me to spend my time in UPM.. well december is the best time to share what i've been through in 2011.. thus, i still in 2nd test week.. so, nothing to share except for my subject's notes and assignments that urgently need to be submitted soon.. Come on!!

                                                                   IM A GOOD LAD!!